Dear 12 year old me,
You feel like you don't belong being the shy one sitting on the outside. Believe in yourself as life is what you make it. So, talk to those you like but, don't worry if they don't like you for who you are because people out there will. If you like them don't be afraid to show it or risk loosing people from your life that mean a lot.
Don't let those who are mean to you get to you. Be strong and happiness comes and goes in your life and don't take family for granted.
You will slowly gain confidence and achieve wonderful things as much as people feel like they're getting in your way. Carry on living how you feel is right for you and bottling up hardships will not help anyone.
You are beautiful no matter what people out there say and though you look young your cuteness and sweetness shines through to those who love you.
One tip is if you dislike something that happens like someone saying your idea is bad then do not sit quiet and let them put a stop to your idea. If you think it will work then carry on as you are beautiful and only you know what works for you.
Keep smiling through and stick by the one guy who loves you most.
Lots of hugs your 21 year old self.